He has always known I will die before him. At least he would give me a respectful end. [He doubts there is anything he could say to convince Larsen to kill him, but he knows there is nothing Larsen could say to convince him to live through this. He will not keep his cursed life for the sake of his brother's or Helene's, and there is nothing waiting for him on the other side should they both die here.]
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